I have attended a predominantly white
Christian church rather consistently since I was born. I consider myself to be
a deeply devoted and heavily involved member of the white church community, and
it is where I feel most comfortable. More specifically, I attend a Pentecostal
church. The best way I could think to describe what a Pentecostal church
service is like is by labeling it as a black church, but with mostly white
people in it. My church isn’t made up of strictly white people, as multiple
cultures and races are represented, but white people certainly make up the
majority. At my church, we are very expressive with our praise and worship. It
is not uncommon to see somebody running or dancing in the aisles, or to very
audibly hear another person shout “Amen!” during a sermon. Our preacher is
white, but he delivers his sermons with the loud, enthusiastic and charismatic
manner that is stereotypically attributed to black preachers. All of these
characteristics are ones you could expect to see at a black church. If you take
away skin color, my church and black churches are nearly indistinguishable from
one another. That is why I believe I’ve always been intrigued by the black
church community. They are so similar religiously, yet at the same time
entirely different socially to what I’m used to. To figure out what exactly
those differences were, I visited Consolidated Baptist Church in Lexington,
Kentucky for a Sunday service. What I assumed the experience would be like heavily contrasted from what actually happened.
Going
into the community observation, I expected that I would be one of only a small
handful of white people in the building. I expected to see the men wearing
fancy, colorful suits and shoes and the women to wear long and brightly colored
dresses and elaborate hats. I assumed the church wouldn’t have air conditioning
and we would have to fan ourselves with paper in an attempt to keep cool. I
believed that the choir would sing loudly and dance wildly along to a
passionate church organ player. I anticipated people to fall out during the
sermon and the preacher to frequently and enthusiastically yell during his
message to emphasize what he was saying. Most of all though, I was anxious that
everyone else would stare at me and wonder why in the world a white boy was
sticking out like a sore thumb in their church. But as the Multimodal Communication Fundamentals textbook (Sellnow &
Warren, 2012) explains, feeling uncomfortable or anxious about entering an
unfamiliar culture or community is normal. I based all of these ideas from what
I had seen on television, namely programs like The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and any of Tyler Perry’s Madea movies.
My expectation of how the choir would
be came from a scene in Forrest Gump, pictured to the left, where Tom Hanks joins the choir of a
black church in his hometown. The choir is very enthusiastic, swaying left and
right and clapping their hands, and I expected a similar style choir at
Consolidated Baptist Church. In his song Can’t Nobody, Clint Brown, one of my favorite Christian musicians, describes his
experience visiting a black church. He remarks, “But when you go to a black
church, I found this out, songs will go for 45 minutes” (Brown, 2004). Based
on the scene from Forrest Gump and
the excerpt from Clint Brown’s song, I anticipated that the choir would be
lively, charismatic, and long-winded. I had an image in my brain of what I
believed was universally true about black churches that originated from how
they are portrayed by the media and society. After observing a service, I came
to understand that my originally assumptions were merely a caricature version
of how black churches truly are in reality.
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